may this earth..

may this earth continues to shower upon you every simple little blessing it can offer..

i thank god

Thanks for granting my simple yet important-to-me wish. please keep my friendship in place. I want to lose no one in my lives.
safe trip.

the only exception

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

which i need

'If you dream of something worth doing and then simply go to work on it and don’t think anything of personalities, or emotional conflicts, or of money, or of family distractions; if you just think of, detail by detail, what you have to do next, it is a wonderful dream even if the end is a long way off, for there are about five thousand steps to be taken before we realize it; and start making the first ten, and stay making twenty after, it is amazing how quickly you get through those five thousand steps.”
~ Edwin Land to Polaroid employees, December 23, 1942

我只想好好过生活

感谢那时不时出现在我生活里 鼓励我 让我展颜欢笑的人

“No matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes. It’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends- they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything- they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them- actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re going to fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about."

kop from ling's blog. i guess she would not know i m a big fan of her since ... b4 sep? well i love reading the above. soothe my sour heart a little. needa jot it down in my notebook to remind myself everyday :)

很难得 轲妮 在我思绪又随他飘 心里抽着抽着痛的时候 说出 做出爆笑之举 让我把 心里的抽痛 暂时笑出来
希望 我的心痛成为过去 明天就发自内心 笑出来

放弃止痛剂 跟记忆迎面交际

am i goin to do good.. i m scared. i m stuck. why so difficult. i hope i CAN pull through. oh god. i need extra will power

i really dunno wat's goin to happen to me. should i keep on doin. is this absent-mindedness make me so lost in my dissertation. i feel like i want to run away from it but i cant. i have been repetitively telling myself that i m goin to do good. i will find my way. i just have to persist. i hope i will pull it all up. my life has everything i need. i shall not disappoint.

i shall look on. have a better tomorrow. bless me.

loVe

random

neglect this blog since after i left for nanjing. life is pretty idle nowadays.. i hav had not been taking my studies very seriously. more n more lenient on myself. i have list-to-do: critical review, research med presentation and design(well, it's apparently evryday task) but i m just not like the last time me spending my whole day sitting in front of my lappy doin school stuff. now i part-time my school stuffs.. full time on others stuffs: watching movies, lOmO with frens, singing, sleeping, jogging (occasionally), reading non-archi books, cleaning my room (i used to clean my room only once a sem last time) haha..
i dont have a substantial ambition for now. i hope to b an architect since b4 i took this course now it's not that important anymore. i just wanna lead a simple healthy life. i just wanna b with my loved ones..
one thing about school which interest me now is my dissertation writing.

Dissertation Proposal
Home. Homeliness. Homelessness
Towards a Fuller Understanding of “Home” in the context of Today’s Singapore

The meaning of “home” is challenged in today’s globalised world where human mobility is prevalent. Singapore is an excellent example of an international transportation hub where human transit is high. This paper is interested in tracing temporary dwelling spaces of human influx ranging from the upper class businessmen to the lower class construction workers towards the construction of the meaning of “home” in the context of a world city. The supposed temporary dwelling spaces shall range from 5-star hotels to makeshift sleep boxes by the street. This paper will draw relevance from the existing literature done on transitional home experience in search of a better understanding of cosmopolitan habitants’ perceived “home” and their accommodating behaviors in response. The outcome of this paper is anticipated to influence the design of temporary accommodation as well as improve service interventions.

I sO wanna lilian to b my supervisor but she is ill. i really dO hope she can recover soon. never mind that she cant b my dissertation tutor, get well perhaps b my thesis tutor next year.. gOd let her b well again *pray hard*

i shall sleep soon

n i miss nanjing dearly.. byebye